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Friday, July 22, 2016

 

A Word From The Weiss

 

 

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      We interrupt your regularly scheduled coverage of the Jewish (or at least Jew-ish) wedding of the century (or month) to bring you a tale of the not quite so newly wed – Nice Jewish Dad and me.

       Last week was our 32nd wedding anniversary.

       That may sound like a pretty big number as anniversaries go, but it is not exactly a biggie, or particularly major or momentous number, as milestones go.

       That is not to say my husband and I are not all for acknowledging anniversaries.

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       For our 25th, we spent two and a half weeks in RomeFlorence, and Tuscany.

       For our 30th, we celebrated with three weeks in Hong Kong, Beijing and Thailand.

       I don’t know where we’ll go next, but if we keep the pattern up – mathematically, anyway – Nice Jewish Dad had better retire at some point because for our 40th we’ll be away for almost a month.

       Last week, though, was only our 32nd. Not exactly something to alert the media about. I would have been content to throw a couple of steaks on the grill, exchange greeting cards and a few little tchotchkes, and then call it a night.

       And had the occasion fallen midweek, that is most likely what we would have done.

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       This particular anniversary, however, fell on a Friday night. And to be perfectly honest, we are not people who make it a habit to regularly observe Shabbat. Why, we barely ever buy a challah anymore, now that the kids are grown and living on their own.

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       So, seeing that it was a weekend night, we felt compelled to do something special. Or maybe it’s just that our kids felt compelled to make sure we did something special. Our daughter, Allegra, did, anyway. Our son Aidan, a.k.a. the groom, had just returned from his two-week honeymoon in Italy with his beautiful bride, Kaitlin, and almost instantly flown off again to Portland, OR, to serve as an usher in yet another wedding.

      Such is life when you’re in your 20s and on the wedding circuit.

      But his sister, for some reason, really had our occasion on the brain.

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      “What are you and Dad doing for your anniversary?”she kept asking me. Maybe it was just that kids like to see signs that, despite all the inevitable kvetching and squabbles that go on in any marriage (particularly mine), their folks are still feeling amorous, or at least affectionate enough to stick it out together for at least another year.

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       Or maybe she was still feeling regrets that she and her boyfriend JP had just marked their own anniversary with little if any fanfare. I could understand her wanting to have just a bit of a vicarious thrill. Plus, I am 100 percent in favor of celebrating anything and everything in life worthy of celebration, since there is way too much of the other stuff.

        Then again, theirs was only a second anniversary. The second anniversary of their first DATE. We have now had 34 of those, during which a certain percentage of the initial thrill has gradually worn off, the way the gleam of a new car fades over time. Our particular car still had most of its original parts, and felt comfortable to drive, but it had also lost some of its initial pep. After all, we were talking about a 34-year-old car. An American car. Didn't Allegra realize it was pretty amazing that this broken-down old jalopy was still even on the road?

       Her own relationship, by comparison, had barely even left the lot yet.

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      “Give it another three decades or so,” I was tempted to tell her. “Then we’ll talk.

      But I didn’t want to disappoint her, so I promised that we would do something, even if it was just to go out for dinner and a movie. There was, in fact, a film playing in town that we had been dying to see: Maggie’s Plan, starring Greta Gerwig and Ethan Hawke.

We wanted to see

     “Isn’t that about people having an affair?” Allegra retorted with palpable disapproval. “That isn’t appropriate for an anniversary! Why don’t you see something else?”

     The problem was there were slim pickings beyond the usual summer blockbusters. “What do you want us to see,” I shot back, “Ghostbusters?

      As for dinner, our daughter also seemed to have an inordinate interest in our possible destination. I told her that, in view of Bastille Day falling just the day before, I was inclined to go to my favorite local French eatery, A’Vert Brasserie in West Hartford, CT.

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       “Great! Would you like me to make you a reservation?” she offered brightly. At the time she said this, however, she was in the midst of driving 600 miles to Michigan to visit an old friend who was seriously ill. So I said thanks, anyway. I could make my own.

     Then, to be as good as my word, and also to preclude her continuing to noodge me all the way from NYC to Marshall, MI, I actually phoned and booked a table for 8:15 p.m.

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      Flash forward to Friday. It turned out to be extremely hot and steamy, even for mid-July, so I readily succumbed to an invitation from my friend Catherine to come over for a late-day swim. We were floating around in her pool, after sitting around sipping wine, when I suddenly realized it was 5:30 p.m. Maggie’s Plan, which we had decided to see, appropriate or not, started at 6, and I was 5 miles from home wearing a wet bathing suit.

      Oops. 

      I phoned my husband to apologize and ask him if he might just want to come over and join us in the pool instead. But he reminded me that it was, in fact, our anniversary. “Shouldn’t we keep our plans and go out?” he asked.

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     Something in his voice made it clear he wanted me to come home pronto. So I drove off in my dripping suit, only to find that he had bought me two dozen lovely roses.

      Nice!

      What was not so nice was to arrive at the movie theater on the dot of 6 to discover that Maggie’s Plan was not actually playing there until 10:20 p.m. The night before, the 6 p.m. showing had been listed on the theater’s web site. But it wasn’t there. Now what?

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      As I often say, the best-laid plans of mice and moms are apt to go awry. And tonight those plans didn’t seem to care one whit that it was our anniversary. (Neither did the manager of the Palace 17, who refused to give us free tickets in view of our trouble.)

       In order to make our 8:15 reservation, we would have to see something that started ASAP. The only prospect seemed to be an international espionage thriller based on a 2010 John le Carré novel about the Russian mafia called Our Kind of Traitor.

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       It opened with a man and his wife being executed by some Russians, after which their beautiful 20-something daughter tries to flee barefoot in the snow and is savagely gunned down as well. I'm a well-known wimp when it comes to violence. By the time the opening credits had finished rolling, I was crying.

      Talk about being inappropriate subject matter for an anniversary. We walked out.

      That is, I walked out, and my husband was loyal and empathetic enough to follow.

     Now what?

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     It seemed unlikely that the surly manager would give us our money back. Besides, we were already there and still had a good two hours to kill before dinner.

     Should we see Ghostbusters?

     We were standing forlornly in the nearly deserted lobby when my husband noticed another option that was just about to start. Having seen TV ads for it, I knew that Mike and Dave Need Wedding Dates was probably pretty juvenile and exceedingly raunchy. But we also knew it was about our favorite current subject as recent Parents of the Groom – a wedding. Wasn’t that at least appropriate subject matter for an anniversary?

      Well, I am here to tell you that this movie is totally raunchy.

      And unbearably juvenile.

      But we still found ourselves laughing our tucheses off at many scenes, despite our better judgment and our being old enough to have been married now for 32 years.

      The plot is totally ridiculous. Two brothers are so wild and out of control that their parents insist that they find two nice girls to bring as dates to their sister’s wedding in Hawaii. Little do Mike and Dave (played by Adam DeVine and Zac Efronrealize, but the seemingly respectable dates that they manage to recruit (Anna Kendrick and Aubrey Plaza) are out-of-work and out of control waitresses who are even heartier partiers than they are.

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     I am not saying you should rush out and see this rather tasteful, ridiculous rom-com yourself. But Anna Kendrick, of Pitch Perfect fame, is talented and likable in anything she does, and Zac Efron is easy on the eyes, even for someone of my vintage. And by the time we left, still giggling over a gag involving a bush, it felt like our anniversary was looking up.

       Well, OK, maybe not so fast. We arrived at the restaurant only to discover that this popular eatery was packed to the gills and we could barely hear each other over the din. Not to mention that we were seated at a teeny table right in the midst of the commotion.

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      Oh, well. What was there to talk about after 32 years of marriage anyway, right?

     Then suddenly the maitre d came over brandishing an ice-cold bottle of Riesling.

      Huh? We hadn’t ordered a bottle of wine.

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     But apparently our good friends Pat and Michael Kazakoff had. Never mind that they were now away on vacation. They knew it was our anniversary and had somehow found out where we were eating. And that somehow – or someone – was undoubtedly Allegra.

      Now things were suddenly beginning to make some sense. Not to mention really look up.

      Bon anniversaire!” the maitre d cried jubilantly, pouring us each a generous glass.

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      What an incredible surprise! What incredible friendsThings were definitely looking up.

      Moments later, the maitre d’, whose name was Mike, returned. “May I seat you at a different table?” he asked, gesturing to a spacious, relatively quiet booth in the corner.

      Things were most definitely looking up… even if we would now have to actually converse.

      But even the conversation was beginning to flowalong with the vino.

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      After we had ordered our meals, including (pardon our trayf) a shared appetizer of escargots, my husband took the opportunity to hand me an anniversary card. “It’s Always Been You,” said the greeting on the front.

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      “Always will be,” it added inside (along with an inscription that was, well, personal).

      As if all this hoopla weren’t enough, after we had polished off the wine, our delicieux entrees, and the last bites of the profiteroles filled with vanilla ice cream and topped with hot fudge, we learned that, due to the occasion, our dessert was on the house.

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      In case you are wondering, I also had a card for my husband waiting at home, along with a box of chocolates from Jacques Torres and, yes, a few little tchotchkes.

     “Why do I put up with you?” the card I had purchased asked on the outside. “Oh, wait, now I remember,” it continues inside. “YOU put up with ME!”

      In the end, maybe it was no big deal whether we went out, stayed in, or did anything at all. But in case you have an anniversary or other such occasion coming up yourself, well, let me say this. It would have been fine to just let it go. But it was so much nicer not to.

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      And it was very, very nice of our friends, and our daughter, to play a role in that.

     By the way, I am happy to report that Allegra and JP decided to go away for a belated anniversary celebrationafter all, and are now happily ensconced at a lovely seaside inn.

      Maybe the best-laid plans of mice and moms are almost guaranteed to go awry. But it is still worth making them anyway, because we really must take time to celebrate anything in life that is worth celebratingand also do whatever it takes to keep the home fires burning.

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      We are still hoping to see Maggie’s Plan one of these days. But not because it's about an extramarital affair, or that we would ever want to have one of those ourselves. On the contrary, after our anniversary date, it feels like our good old '84 sedan just got an oil change and a much-needed tune-up. I would even dare say that we are almost feeling amorous, or at the very least affectionate enough to stick it out together until our 33rd. Or maybe even the 40th. Why the heck not? I could really use a month away. 

6:41 pm 

Friday, July 15, 2016

 

A Word From The Weiss

 

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    Whether or not you have been waiting with bated breath to hear more details of my son’s recent wedding, I know what you must be thinking (whether or not you have the chutzpah to actually say it out loud): Was there a chuppah? Was there a hora? Was it a Jewish wedding?

       The answers to those questions, however pressing they may be, are not all that simple. Let me tell you a little more about what happened and let you be the judge.

     As I have noted before, Kaitlin, the bride, while beautiful and brilliant, is not Jewish herself. So we realized that in the interests of making everyone comfortable and happy, a non-denominational ceremony was probably the best approach.

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    The question was, who would perform it? After a great deal of soul-searching, and Internet searching, not to mention heated debate, the Happy Couple finally managed to locate an absolutely lovely woman from the Ethical Culture Society of New York. Many guests remarked afterwards that she reminded them of actress Betty White, and they were truly not far off the mark. The officiant79-year-old Patricia Bruder Debrovner, is a longtime actress who appeared on the soap opera As the World Turns for 35 years. 

     Her approach to conducting the ceremony turned out to be warm and reflective, extremely spiritual, and deeply moving. She spoke of the meaning of marriage and the sanctity of the special bonds that link husband and wife, tying in everything from the bliss she feels herself after being married for over 50 years to a traditional Apache blessing.

     This is not to say that the ceremony entirely lacked for Jewish content or context.

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      Although I knew from the start that there would be no rabbi or other Jewish member of the clergy present, I was heartened to hear that the nuptials would take place under a traditional Jewish wedding canopy. Why, the very day that Aidan and Kaitlin became engaged, early last summer, she created a Pinterest page to gather wedding ideas, and among the very first things that she posted, to my surprise, were images of chuppahs.

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      She seemed to grasp the magnitude of this element of our wedding ritual, and as a nature lover favored designs that were rustic in styleBut the wedding venue that the kids ultimately chose, The Riverview, in Hastings-on-Hudson, NY, already had a large gazebo in place, and any outdoor ceremony there would need to incorporate that.

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       The venue’s in-house florist, Janet of Floral Designs by Janet King, in Eastchester, NYhowever, was not only sensitive to our cultural needs, but also extremely savvy. She clearly had been down this road to holy matrimony before and knew just what to do. She could easily make the white wooden structure resemble a chuppah, she assured us, by adding clusters of blossoms and curly willow boughs on the front beams. The only missing element was an actual piece of cloth, and for this, my son’s tallis – the prayer shawl he received at his bar mitzvah 17 years ago – would more than suffice.

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      I was also absolutely ecstatic to hear from the Happy Couple that the most fundamental, iconic element of a Jewish wedding ceremony would be included as well. Obviously, I’m referring to the final moments of the proceedings, when the couple’s lifelong connection is sealed, not just by a kiss, but the groom stepping on a glass.

    OK, let’s call a spade a spade. For those who may not know, what a Jewish groom actually steps on tends to be a light bulb, because they shatter easily, with an audible crack.

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      Knowing that well over half the relatives and friends present would be Jewish, I could already imagine the cries of joy and congratulations ringing out across the Hudson.

      “Mazel tov!”

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     As for a hora, I could already imagine other sorts of cries. But hopefully not cryingKaitlin was totally on board with having everyone dance the hora at the beginning of the party. As for the Jewish custom of having the bride and groom be hoisted up in chairs, though? Let’s just say that she had an understandable level of trepidation about her role in this segment of the celebration. I kept reassuring her that no bride or groom had ever been droppedI can't say I knew this to be true, but I certainly hoped it was trueand I didn’t want her to worry. So what else could I say?

     That, I figured, was where the Jewish elements of the evening would end. And had that been the case, as we Jews say at Passover, Dayenu!”

     It would have been enough.

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     So imagine my surprise when a few days before the event, Kaitlin wrote to ask me to purchase some kosher wine. They would need it for the moment when they each took a sip from the same silver goblet during the ceremony. Basically, that is, for the Kiddush.

    Wait, there was going to be a Kiddush? A traditional Jewish blessing over the wine?

    I asked if some standard  Manischewitz concord grape would suffice. I always have some of that on hand, and what could be more kosher than that?    

    She quickly responded that, no, she really would prefer that it be white kosher wine. She was worried about having an errant drop of red fruit of the vine potentially stain her wedding gown.

     Before sending my husband to the store to buy a bottle of that, I wrote to Aidan just to make sure that this was what he wanted too.

      Isn’t red wine more traditional?” he responded. I thought so, but told him to work it out with Kaitlin and let us know. He later replied with the verdict: Better red, he said. But my husband wanted a vintage a little less sweet that syrupy Manischewitz and purchased something else.

     No sooner had we gotten our wine act together than Aidan wrote to me again. Who, he wanted to know, was going to do the Motzi?

     Wait, now they also wanted a Motzi, the traditional blessing over the bread?

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     OMG! What the heck going on?

     As for who among the gathered guests would chant the Motzi, that was a bit of a quandary. For as long as I could remember – meaning my whole life – at every single simcha my family had held, be it wedding, bar mitzvah, or other milestone, the motzi had been belted out by my Uncle Gerard, whose rich tenor voice had made him the star of many a community theater production in Northern New Jersey. Sadly, he had passed away two years ago at the age of 88. Who could ever even presume to take his place?

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     The best option I could come up with was that his daughter, my cousin Susan, would step up and do it with my daughter Allegra and me.

      Meanwhile, I began thinking about the direction in which this entire enterprise was going. If we were going to have a chuppah, a hora, a Kiddush, and a Motzi, well, why not go for the entire Jewish kit and caboodle and throw in a ketubah too?

     I’m talking about the traditional Jewish wedding contract, a written document customarily signed right before the ceremony by the bride, the groom, and the officiating rabbi.

     I don’t know why this added detail was suddenly of such importance to me. The truth is no one even mentioned the word "ketubah" when I got married, 32 years ago today. But when one of Aidan’s good friends tied the knot a few years ago, Aidan was chosen to be one of the two witnesses who signed his ketubah, and I remember thinking what an honor and a privilege that was. Wouldn't it be nice for him to have two of his friends sign it for him, and to then have one of these historic documents himself to keep for posterity?

Ketubah with Peacock.jpg       So I wrote him to ask if he might want one of these as well. He responded that, well, he would think about it. The ceremony was now only three days away, though. There wasn’t much time left to think.

     So I called my synagogue to ask if they might have a ketubah on hand that we could use. I was told that they had some very simple ones that I could have free of charge, but that most people opted for more decorative ones. Personalized versions of these could be ordered from many places for hundreds of dollars. But there were also some that could be downloaded off the Internet for free.

     Considering that my son had sounded so noncommittal, I didn’t want to invest too much. In fact, given his lack of enthusiasm, I figured that I should probably not invest anything at all.

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     So I searched online until I found one that was not only attractivebut also expressed strictly non-denominational sentiments that I thought would appeal to them both. It read:

       "And each said to the other: We promise to love, honor, cherish, appreciate and support each other as we grow together. May we treasure our uniqueness and always try to be sensitive to each other's needs. We will treat each other with respect and understanding. We shall strive to be for each other a constant source of friendship… Let our lives be intertwined forever and our hearts beat as one. We shall remain faithful through health and illness and through joys and sorrows. Let us not take each other for granted. May we always remember why we first fell in love and never forget how much we mean to each other. As we joyfully enter into this covenant, our hope is that our home will be filled with happiness and peace."

      There were spaces at the bottom for the signatures of two witnesses, the bride, the groom, and an officiant.

      No rabbi necessary.  

      I emailed these words to Aidan, along with a picture of the design. “No pressure,” I said, “but I will bring it if you want to use it. 

      Then I filled in the blank spaces on it with the names of the bride and groom, the date, and the location of the nuptials, and I brought it along just in case.

         

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       Flash forward three days. We arrived breathlessly at the wedding venue an hour before the ceremony was to begin. There, standing before rows of white chairs on the river’s edge, was the most beautiful chuppah imaginable. 

       A large box on a table nearby held all of the wedding party’s flowers, from the bridal bouquet and groomsmen’s boutonnieres to the flower girls’ baskets of rose petals.

      As I searched in this for the mother of the groom’s wristlet I would get to wear, I saw a small, white-haired woman in a cream-colored robe approaching. I could have sworn it was Betty White.

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      After introducing herself and shaking my hand, she asked where the wine for the ceremony was. I handed over the bottle of kosher red wine my husband had bought, which we had just had uncorked.

    She looked back at me incredulously and glared. “It needs to be white wine!” she declared. “We can’t risk having a drop fall on the bride’s gown! Don’t you have any white wine?”

     I stood there speechless for a moment. Where did I even begin to explain?

     Well, there would be no need to explain, because before I could begin to collect my thoughts, she stalked off toward the bar asserting, “Never mind! I’ll just go get it myself.”

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      OK, so the wine that the bride and groom sipped together during the ceremony might not be kosher, after all.

     Also, I got so flustered about this little confrontation that, although I prevailed upon the officiant and both of the two best men to sign the ketubah, I lost my nerve and never even dared to show it to the bride and groom.

     Yet when the groom topped off the ceremony by stepping resoundingly on a glass – OK, yes, the light bulb – cries of “Mazel tov!” did indeed echo clear across the Hudson.

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      And although when my cousin Susan later joined us in singing a rousing motzi – one that surely would have made her father proud – there may not have been a dry eye in the house, but there wasn’t an actual challah in the house, either. I think we said it over some rolls.

     As for the hora, though, that I can assure you was the real deal. As well as the reeling deal (as you can see from these wonderful photos taken by our photographer, Jamie Santamour).

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        Spinning around endlessly to "Hava Nagila," I quickly grew so dizzy and exhausted that I couldn’t seem to catch my breath. In traditional Jewish fashion, the women danced separately from the men. I can’t tell you what the guys did, but we joined hands and circled to the left. Then wcircled to the right. Then we lifted our hands and rushed toward the center. Then, suddenly, I began spinning around in the center of the circle, linking elbows jubilantly as I swung around the bride, my daughter, my niece, my friends, and half the other women I know.

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     Then, at last, came the moment we had all been waiting for, and the bride herself had been waiting to see if she would survive.

     I’m talking about the chairs

     Up into the air she went.

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     Up into the air he went.

     Then someone passed up a cloth napkin, onto which they each grabbed hold.

     The two of them were paraded around for such a long time that I could only imagine poor Kaitlin was terrified. So I kept rushing toward the group of men who had hoisted them, screaming, “Enough already! Put her down!”

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    But either they couldn’t hear me over the music or they hadn't had enough themselves. Because they didn’t put Kaitlin down for quite some time.

    And when they finally did, it was only so they could lift my husband instead. And me.

      I have to admit that, after all of my efforts to reassure Kaitlin, it was pretty scary up there for me too. It felt many times as though I was tipping backwards and might be dropped at any moment.

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    But in the end, I must admit, it was still literally one of the high points of my life. 

    And now that I’m beginning to come down to earth, I have time to think about it all.

    I also am curious to know what you think about it all. Would you say it was a Jewish wedding? 

    Or at the very least, a Jew-ish wedding?

    Feel free to write me and tell me what you think at nicejewishmom@gmail.com.

    I’ll be waiting with bated breath.

1:52 pm 

Thursday, June 30, 2016

A Word From The Weiss

 

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     As you may have noticed, I didn't post a word last week. I didn't even post a note stating that I wasn't going to post a word. I mean, who had the time? Certainly not me... the Mother of the Groom!

      Yes, that's what I said. "Groom." As in my son. Aidan. Who got married. Last Saturday night!

       I wish I had the time to tell you all about it. Or almost anything about it. Never mind having the time. Now that it's over, for the first time in a long time, I finally do have some time on my hands.

       What I really don't have is one iota of energy. After all, five days later, I'm still the Mother of the Groom.

       Make that recovering Mother of the Groom.

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       People are said to be newlyweds for the first two years of their married life. Well, after all the effort that went into the Big Day, I suspect that for the first two years of their marriage I may remain a recovering Mother of the Groom.

      And until I finish recovering, and am able to converse again in complete sentences, you will have to settle for the small bone or two that I'm prepared to throw you (although I hesitate to use the word "bone," since the dinner at this particular wedding, by decree of the vegetarian bride, included no meat whatsoever).

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      The items that I have to throw you, boneless though they may be, are the only ones already cast in complete sentences. I'm referring to the two toasts that I gave on behalf of the Happy Couple this past weekend -- one at the rehearsal dinner and a completely different one at the start of the reception.  

      As for the photos you see here, at this point I have only a small collection of unofficial ones snapped on my phone or those of assorted guests who have been kind enough to fork them over. It will probably be some time before I get to see the real ones. No matter. I think these are beautiful. After all, the bride was beautiful. And if you ask me, my son and the rest of the bridal party all looked pretty beautiful, too. Cheers -- or should I say l'chaim? -- to them all!

 

My Toast at The Rehearsal Dinner 

 

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        People sometimes ask how it was that Aidan, soon followed by Allegra, got so deeply into jazz. Part of it was that he took up the saxophone at around age 9, and as with everything else that he sets his mind to, he put in the time. Halso proved to be talented and supremely capable, not to mentioned focused, hard-working,and committed… so committed that there were nights when I asked him to please STOP practicing because Mommy was getting a headache. Sorry, Aid!

        The other part of the jazz equation, though, was that we live in a town where the school jazz band is nationally known, so that when he was applying to colleges, all we had to do was call up the heads of the music departments, and they would want to meet him and audition him personally.

        One school that he applied to was Tufts Universityin Massachusetts, near BostonWe set off to meet the rather temperamental and demanding head of their jazz program on a memorably dark and stormy fall day. After we’d driven the two hours to the school, I said to Aidan, “I’m going to drop you off with your saxophone in front of the music building, so you don’t get all wet.”

        “No,” he said, “you can’t.

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        Aidan has always been modest and unassuming to the max, and he never wants anyone to go out of his way for him. But now I thought he was being ridiculous.

        “What are you talking about?” I said. “Of course I can!

        “No,” he maintained, “you can’t. You can’t… because I forgot to bring my saxophone!

        Oops! It was the one single time in his life that he wasn’t quite so capable and focused. Maybe the chaos of leaving in the storm had made him a little fedrayt. (That means forgetful in Yiddish.)

        NOW what were we going to do?

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        Well, I’ll tell you what we DID. I looked at him. He looked at me. And the two of us began laughing so hard that I began to cry until I nearly peed my pants.

        Then I called the temperamental, demanding director of the jazz department, and we went to face the music together.

        This story has a happy ending: After berating us, the tyrant phoned another student and told him to bring a saxophone to his office right away. Aidan auditioned. The guy was blown away. He said there was no question he wanted Aidan at Tufts. Aidan, though, elected to go to Brown!

       The fact is, however, that life is full of such episodes and errors. Some, like that one, are just minor “oops” moments, but others, as too many of us here know, turn out to be true tragedies.

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       The key is to have the right person by your side – someone who knows to laugh when there’s nothing more you can do, and will cry with you when there’s nothing more you can do. And I know Aidan has found that person in the Kaitlin because she’s Kaitlin. No one could be better. For him. Or as a person. Anywhere.

       I am so proud to be his mom, and so happy to have Kaitlin join our family. This is a moment to both laugh and cry.  Because I am so overwhelmed with joy that there’s nothing more I can do.

 

      OK, that's what I said at the rehearsal dinner. But the rehearsal dinner was a tiny affair, with just the bridal party, immediate family, and a very few out-of-towners, including some good friends who had come all the way from London.

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      So I felt compelled, or obliged even, to give another toast at the main event, if only to welcome all of our friends.

      Unfortunately, this wedding featured two maids of honor, including my daughter, and also two best men, and all four of them wanted to get into the toasting act.

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      Also unfortunately, the band leader, who introduced all of the various and sundry speakers, didn't get the memo noting that my husband and I intended to put in our two cents worth too. So after the four members of the bridal party had each had their very heartfelt, amusing, and rather extensive say, all eight musicians in his group abruptly assembled behind him and he prepared to strike up the band.

      Yikes!

      Now what was I going to do? Well, I'll tell you what I did. I jumped to my feet and began to rush toward him. My daughter, Allegra, meanwhile, shot me a horrified glance. The wait staff had already finished serving the pasta course, which was rapidly getting cold. And our guests had already sat quietly through a good 15 to 20 minutes of oratory and banter. Wasn't it time to give it a rest?

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      Seeing my daughter decisively shake her head and mouth the words "Do it later," I began to slink dejectedly back to my seat. Then I thought, "Later? There won't be any 'later'!" Many people were bound to leave early. Others would be ready to dance. Or schmooze. There was no other time when everyone would be willing to pay attention. It was now or never. I preferred now. So I dashed up to the mic, took a big gulp, and as everyone dug into their pasta, said this...

     Or something like this. The other unfortunate thing was that, although I had slipped not one but two pairs of reading glasses into my teeny-weeny evening bag that morning, I had somehow managed to misplace both of them during the course of this eventful day. Without them, and in the heat of the moment, I could barely make out one word on the page I clutched in my hand. So I simply had to wing it. 

 

My Wedding Toast for Aidan and Kaitlin

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       Despite the hilarious and heartfelt words we heard him utter tonite, including six very profound and life-changing ones  “With this ring, I thee wed! -- Aidan has always been on the soft-spoken side. In the words of Jerry Seinfeld, well, he's kind of a low talker. But he has always had a lot to say, and a way with the wordsalmost from the moment he emerged from the womb nearly three decades ago
       I still vividly recall him running around the back yard when he was only about 18 months old, hitting a tennis ball straight up into the air with a racket and yelling over and over again, "UnbeliEEEvable!" "UnbeliEEEvable!"

       Of course, because he was only about 18 months old, what he actually yelled was probably more like "un-be-WEAVEable!"
       What is unbelievable to me is that 28 years have passed since that time, during which I have watched my little boy grow into a brilliant, capable, kind, insightful, and otherwise wonderful manand we are standing before you today celebrating his marriage.

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       Also unbelievable? That he somehow managed to find someone brilliant, kind, beautiful and otherwise wonderful enough for him. Let’s face it. I'm a nice Jewish mom, and never believed ANYONE would be good enough for him... until he brought home Kaitlin.

       I only wish my own mom, Bunnie, and my Dad, Stuie, could have lived to see this day, as well as Harlan’s mother, whom the kids called Nanny Harriet. I know that they would have loved Kaitlin as much as we do, and they would also be so very proud of Aidan. Otherwise known as "The Aidman." Or "Computer Aid." Our boy!!!

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       I hope the Happy Couple will not mind if I divulge that there were moments along their journey of love when they considered having a small, low-key wedding. Face it, almost everyone would kind of prefer a small, low-key wedding. Correction: every groom would. Brides? Not so much.
       The problem with that scenario, we quickly realized, was that not eacand every one of YOU would have been here today. And we just could not imagine doing this without each and every one of you -- the most important people in our lives.First dance as husband and wife.JPG       Besides, getting married is not about keeping it small and to yourself. It's about standing up in front of the whole world -- or, at the very least, the people most important in our lives -- and saying proudly, and loudly, I have found him! Oher! I have found the one! The one I prize above all else and in whom my soul delights! 
       The ones whom I prize above all else and in whom my soul delights are my children -- and OK, yes, I guess, that guy over there -- so I cannot tell you how delighted I am that Aidan, my beloved son, has found HIS One.

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       And that his one is someone we love too!

       To love! To the sons we love and the ones they love!

       To Aidan and Kaitlin!

       Unbelievable!!!

11:07 pm 

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

 

 A Word From the Weiss 

 

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       Early on our first night at my husband’s 50th college reunion, late last month, I was approached by a pretty young Princeton coed exuberantly proffering her cell phone.

       “Would you mind taking a picture of my squad?” she asked, indicating a group of giggling girls posed in front of our friend Jay’s sculpture of a tiger, the school’s official mascot.

       “No problem at all,” I replied, wondering how, in the huge crowd of passing revelers, this young woman had managed to choose me, the one unequivocal nice Jewish mom in sight. As I obliged her request, I also wondered aloud what sport it was they played, having assumed that the word “squad signaled they were part of some athletic team.

        On the contrary, she and her comely companions hastened to explain, laughing with abandon at my adult naiveté, “squad” was simply a popular term in current college lingo. All it meant, as far as I could tellwas a group of friends who often hung out together. Then, as though in a spelling bee, one of them used the word for me in a sentence.

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       “Squad rolling through!” she declared, as though this made it significantly clearer.

       Nodding gratefully, I asked if there were any more such terms I might need to know.

        “Lit,” another girl replied. She was not referring to the customary abbreviation for literature. To explain, she proceeded to use the word in not just one sentence, but a whole series of them, as though conjugating a verb. “Squad’s lit. The party’s lit. I’m feeling lit. You’re lit.

       This didn’t mean drunk or high (a common usage back in my ancient day), however. “It means you’re having fun.” 

       It was a useful language lesson that would set the tone for the entire raucous weekend and later help present me with an epiphany about my entire post-college life.

       But first, let me tell you about that weekend before I forget just how raucous it was.

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       For many people, any reference to the Ivy League conjures up images of refined atmosphere that is both elite and competitive. Princeton, after all, now accepts just over 6 percent of its undergraduate applicants. So let me assure you that there was nothing remotely dignified about these proceedings. We would spend the weekend wandering from one wild event to another sweating profusely and quaffing beer, wine and other libations.

        As for competition, the only source of rivalry related to which class could come up with the most ridiculous costume – a contest that my husband’s group, the class of ’66easily won, hands-down among the thousands of people present. No, make that tens of thousands. Princeton is known to have the best attended college reunions in the world.

Mark with boxers I bought him for his bday.JPG      At least I came fully prepared for this sartorial display of idiocy. Having attended reunions at my husband’s alma mater three times before, I had packed a hefty arsenal of clothing in orange and black, the school’s official colors – hefty enough to dress in Halloween hues, from undergarments to outerwear, round the clock for a week.

     That is considered de rigueur there, although the underwear was merely to help me get into the Princeton spirit (the one thing that I long ago learned is absolutely de rigueur there).  

    The first time I had gone had been the 20th, way back in 1986, a couple of years after we were married and a couple of months before I gave birth to our first-born, Aidan. As usual, the event had been held in Princeton, NJ, over Memorial Day weekend. That is to say, I was dragged on a four-hour car trip to a three-day beer party in oppressive heat while I was seven months pregnant and couldn’t drink anything stronger than ginger ale.

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      The only saving grace was that we went with some good friends, my husband’s classmate Dial and his wife Sally, who just happened to be seven months pregnant too.

      Yet even their companionship failed to make the experience remotely tolerable. Rather than booking a hotel, our frugal husbands had chosen to lodge us in a college dorm, featuring bunk beds, communal bathrooms, and no a/c. To this day, Sally and I still recall the sounds of the retro band that continued wailing rock tunes well into the night.

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       “A little bit louder now! A little bit louder now!”

       My decisive verdict as we drove away: Never again!

      I held firmly and irrevocably to that stance for a full 25 years, until my husband miraculously convinced me to attend his 45th, five years ago. By then, I was not only no longer pregnant, but both of our children were already grown and living on their own.

       I could drink whatever I wished to my heart’s content.

       I could stay in an actual air-conditioned and civilized (albeit overpriced) hotel.

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       And with live music blaring all over campus till dawn, I could have danced all night

      To my surprise, I had so much fun this time around that I agreed to return two years later.

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      The only problem with this was that a 47th reunion is not exactly a milestone year. There were barely 47 people there from his class. The 50th would be different. 

      Last monthout of a graduating class of about 750, there would be 334 attending. There was no question that my husband wanted to be one of them.

      Fortunately, Dial would be another, so Sally would once again be on hand to commiserate with me, come what may. The fact is, though, that they live nearby, so we get to see the two of them as often as we like. This would be a rare chance for my husband to reconnect with classmates he hadn’t laid eyes on in half a century.

     Along with seeing long-lost friends, he had three other major goals on his agenda:

     To appear in his official class picture, which would be snapped Saturday morning.

     To attend the weekend’s main event, a campus-wide parade in which every class marches past the others dressed in the afore-mentioned horridly garish regalia.

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      And to attend a class of ’66 luncheon held by his former eating club (basically, fraternity at which one consumes all of one’s meals, but doesn’t actually sleep).

      He was especially keen on participating in the last of these because a new official club tie would be bestowed upon everyone present. Never mind that this required us to go down a day early, on Thursday night, and spend an extra night in a civilized, albeit overpriced hotel. He wanted to make sure that he arrived in time to get that tie.

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      So imagine my surprise when we pulled up right on time on Friday morning only to discover that this invaluable offering was an ordinary rep tie featuring red and green diagonal stripes.

       Never mind that my husband had belonged to Terrace Club, which essentially had been the unofficial Jewish fraternity back when Princeton had admitted few Jews. Its official tie evoked Christmas.

       "That is one of the ugliest ties I’ve ever seen,” he reluctantly allowed. “But I’ll wear it anyway.”

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       Speaking of ugly, after my husband had posed in the Terrace Club class photo – which bore very little resemblance to his club’s class photo from 1966, which we found framed on an upstairs wall – it was time to go pick up our new official class costumes.

      These turned out to be white pants and loud blazers featuring goofy tiger cartoons for the men.

      We spouses were issued matching vests, meant to be paired with our own white pants and t-shirt.

     I thought the tiger jackets were almost cute. My vest, though? Just shoot me now.

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      Still, you can’t imagine my frustration when later that evening, after the huge class dinner held in a giant tent, my husband discovered that his tiger blazer was missing.

      He’d left it draped on a chair while chatting with someone, and it had simply disappeared.

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      “The problem is, it’s impossible to find someone who’s in charge to ask,” said Dial, who had joined us for the dinner, along with Sally and several other old friends.

      No, I said. “The problem is that everyone here is wearing the exact same jacket!” Same ugly jacket, I might have added, had I been eager to state the painfully obvious.

     “You’re right,” he conceded. But that fact made the loss more of a mystery. “Everyone here already has oneand nobody would want two of them," he said. "I mean, if there’s somebody who wants two of these things, well, we should do an intervention.”

      He was right, although I think the correct term at a reunion might be “interfriendtion.”

      After reporting the loss to our class headquarters, manned by a squad of Princeton undergrads, we had no choice but to hope for the best and continue to enjoy ourselves.

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     Fortunately, there was plenty of entertainment, including a performance by an cappella singing group and assorted live bands playing all over campus. There was even a rumor circulating that one or two of The Beach Boys were playing in one of these bands.

     But given the 50 years that had now gone by, my husband was more inclined to sit around reminiscing with old friends than to let me go track down one of the Beach Boys.

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     After all, as our scuptor friend Jay noted, even people who had never exchanged one word before were now best buddies.  We’re happy to just see each other still alive,” he said. “For all I know, we hated each other 50 years ago. But old resentments don’t matter anymore.”

     “Yes,” agreed Bob Chester, another classmate, noting that someone very wise had recently divulged to him the secret of happiness: “Good health and a bad memory.”

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      To my dismay, it appeared that most of my husband’s former classmates possess only one out of the two of these invaluable commodities. That is to say, at 70-plus years of age, most of his peer group had elected to turn in early. His class had hired a terrific band, but by 9 p.m. we practically had the dance floor to ourselves.

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     No matter. We boogied a bit and spent the bulk of our time chatting with his old friend Tom, a cardiologist from Durham, NC, whom he hadn’t seen since graduation. Then Tom danced with us too. By the time we left, I felt like I'd known him for 50 years myself.

      Plus, my husband’s new jacket had now resurfaced. Whoever had acidentally walked off with it had been nice enough to turn it in.

      So imagine my renewed frustration when we returned to our hotel only to discover that the white pants my husband had been issued were now missing instead.

         

 

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     The next morning, I had something on my own agenda. I wanted to attend a book lecture that I'd learned a certain author was giving at a bookstore in downtown Princeton.

     My interest, actually, was not really in this particular author. It was in her mother.

      Unless you live under a rock – that is, you have no access to TV or social media – you have probably heard of Crazy Jewish Mom.

      I should note that I've never met this woman, nor read either of her daughter’s books. But my impression from seeing them both on talk shows is that Crazy Jewish Mom is exactly what Nice Jewish Mom goes out of her way not to be. Although I do write often about my kids, who are in their 20s, I do my best not to be intrusive in their lives.

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    She, on the other hand, prides herself on publicly berating her own 20-something daughter for having a long-term live-in boyfriend who has yet to put a ring on her finger.

    And other such maternal behavior that far exceeds the boundaries of normal. Or nice.

     Maybe that’s why she has gained world-wide fame (OK, call it what it is, notoriety) and I… well, let’s just say that I content myself with having a good, healthy relationship with both of my grown children, and also a whole lot less public attention for my blog.

     I was hoping to leave our civilized (albeit overpriced) hotel in time to hear the daughter and maybe also meet the mother. But by the time we had put on our costumes (minus my husband’s missing white pants) and found parking at school, it was too late.

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     It was already time for my husband’s class picture. The one that was on his agenda. And being a nice Jewish mom (and not a crazy one), I realized that this weekend was really all about him and his agenda. Not mine. So his being in his class picture (and my being there to take a picture of him in it) easily trumped my meeting Crazy Jewish Mom. I guess the meeting of the moms, nice, crazy, and otherwise, would simply have to wait.

       The class photo was followed by lunch, and to our delight we got to sit with the same folks who had joined us for dinner the night before – not just Dial and Sally, but our new-old friend Tom and two of my husband’s other old chums, Mark and Seymour.

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     Also, to our relief, my husband was issued a new pair of white pants. He happily changed into these – well, as happily as you could do anything in the grueling 90-degree heat. But soon after, he discovered that his money clip, which had held a healthy wad of bills, was now mysteriously missing instead.

     Tell me, is it just me, or are you beginning to notice a pattern here?

     No matter. There was little time to look for it. It was time to line up for the parade.

     Better known as the P-rade!

     There are colleges all over America – no, the world, I guess – that hold annual reunions. But I would wager that there is nowhere on earth that does it like Princeton. As I said, best-attended college reunion in the world.

       Mostly because of the P-rade.

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      Spectators and participants alike, thousands of them – no, tens of thousands – line the parade route, nearly all dressed in their own outlandish class costumes. Some of these might be vaguely natty, but most are overtly tacky. Some are downright tawdry. The only common element is that they’re all in those school colors, orange and black.

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      The parade is always led by the class celebrating its 25th reunion because this group tends to be the largest one still willing and able to attend. (Indeed, by the 50th reunion, a reported 200 or so of my husband’s classmates were no longer alive.)

      As hundreds of these grads and their families strode past, everyone paid their respects to them by chanting the age-old Princeton cheer, which goes something like this:

     “Hip! Hip! Rah! Rah! Rah! Tiger! Tiger! Tiger! Sis! Sis! Sis! Boom! Boom! Boom! Bah!” Followed by the number of the class in question, in this case, “’91! ’91! ’91!”

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      After the alumni from 1991, the so-called Palindrome Class, had passed, the rest of the marchers fell in line in consecutive order, beginning with the oldest graduates in attendance, the class of 1938, whose members were presumably now 99 or closing in on 100.

     Many of these fellows (until 1969, I believe, all Princeton students were men) were no longer capable of negotiating the entire route on foot and were riding in golf carts.

     So were the majority of the white-haired gentlemen who directly succeeded them.

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     But nothing – including an inability to walk, let alone march for a mile or so -- could keep them away. Many held up signs celebrating the fact that they were veterans of many a P-rade past.

    “This is my 69th consecutive year,” said a placard carried by one such wizened cart passenger.

     And when I called out to compliment the faded orange-striped seersucker jacket worn by another old-timer, he grinned proudly and said, “I’ve had this jacket for 65 years.”

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    “It’s held up well,” I replied before he’d disappeared from earshot. “And so have you!”

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     Finally, after an hour in the sun, which felt like 50 years, it was our turn to line upOur squad – including Sally, Dial, Tom, Dick, and Seymour – fell into place and strode along the lengthy route, pausing periodically to take pictures of ourselves and each other (and accept an occasional offer of a beer) to the sounds of that now-all-too-familiar cheer.

     “Hip! Hip! Rah! Rah! Rah! Tiger! Tiger! Tiger! Sis! Sis! Sis! Boom! Boom! Boom! Bah! ’66! ‘66! ‘66!”

       I was ready to collapse by the time we were done. But the night was still young. Very young. (According to the schedule, the last band at Terrace Club that night would play “from 1 a.m. until late.”)

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      At that evening’s dinner, I assured our old friends that we wouldn’t be offended if they preferred to sit with someone else. Surely, there were others they wanted to fraternize with after all these years. But the entire group demurred. Our squad wanted to sit with us and only us.

     All for one and one for all. '66! '66! '66! 

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     Then it was time to dance again. Poor Dial, beyond beat, decided to beat an early retreat. But the rest of us made quite an impressive showing on the dance floor, if you ask me. Sally took turns dancing with both Tom and Seymour, who had chosen to come for the weekend solo. My husband and I, meanwhile, also cut quite a rug. But most of the time, we all just boogied together.

     What could have been better? I was lit. No, make that WE were lit.

     I’m talking about my squad.

     We were having so much fun that we never managed to find a Beach Boy that night, either.

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    We all felt like we were pretty cool -- too cool for school, as our friend Kristin (the daughter of a dear departed alum) says -- until on our way home, sometime past midnight, we passed the youngest group of revelers, the classes of 2010 to '15, and saw that they were out by the thousands, clearly prepared to party from 1 a.m. until late.

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     But my spirits soared once more when we returned to our civilized, albeit overpriced hotel and I managed to find my husband’s missing money clip at the bottom of a bag.

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     Hip! Hip! Rah! Rah! Rah! Tiger! Tiger! Tiger! Sis! Sis! Sis! Boom! Boom! Boom! Bah!

     Nice Jewish Mom!

     Nice Jewish Mom!

     Nice Jewish Mom!

       

     

 

     “I guess I can wear my orange Princeton shirt today,” my husband called the next morning, indicating the loud tiger print Hawaiian shirt that had been issued at the 45th reunion. “It’s not a bad shirt. What do you think?”

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      I looked at the hideous orange and black thing and winced.

      “It’s a bad shirt,” I said.

      No matter. He was now totally in the spirit of things. So he put it on anyway.

      “I’m really glad I came,” Dial declared at brunch later that morning just before we left for home. “It was great walking into Mathey College and seeing people I hadn’t seen in 30 years, or in some cases 50 years.”

      Ugly costumes or not, I must admit that I’m really glad we went, too. But it wasn’t until a day or two later that I realized exactly why.

     It wasn’t just that we had incredible fun there (although I will allow that we did).

     It wasn’t just that we got a taste of days gone by and what it felt like to be young again (or at least act like it).

     And it certainly wasn’t that we got to parade (or P-rade) around in some of the most grotesque garments I’ve ever been caught alive in (and wouldn’t be caught dead in).

      It was that for the first time in 50 years (for my husband) and 40 years (for me), we once again had experienced the incomparable pleasure of having our own squad.

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     For one wild weekend, we got to remember what it was like to be part of group of friends who hung out together and looked out for each other; who saved seats for us and wanted to be with us. At every meal, every event, and any time of day (from 1 a.m. until late).

     Although it had once probably been hard to leave the safety of home for college (who can really remember after 40 or 50 years?), perhaps the hardest transition we had ever undergone was having to leave college four years later for the real world – a world in which we were truly on my own. No family. No eating club.

     No squad.

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     After we'd gotten married, it had been a welcome relief to be a squad of two. Then the kids came along, and Nice Jewish Dad and I were suddenly a squad of four.

    Then the kids grew up and left for college. That was an awfully hard adjustment, too.

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     But since then, we've resigned ourselves to being back to two again. OK, make that three. Our squad now includes the dog.

     But there's nothing quite like being part of a bigger yet exclusive little community. And I’m not just talking about the Jewish community, although that certainly helps. There’s simply nothing like having your own gang.

     Does that mean it’s time for a retirement home? Or “assisted living?”

     I think not.

     Sadly, we are a little old to return to college. Or return to it more than once a year.

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     So I’m now looking forward to the next reunion, whether it be a year from now or five.

     Hopefully, we and our old and newfound friends will all still be alive and well for that.

     No matter if by then we’re all ready to ride in those golf carts. Or even if we're in wheelchairs. I, for one, plan to go back, for then we’ll literally be able to say it.

     Squad rolling through!

11:57 pm 

Friday, May 27, 2016

A Word From the Weiss       

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      I am almost ashamed to even mention the subject I’m about to discuss – not because it is about sex (on the contrary, it is about as unsexy as you can possibly get), but rather because, relative to all of the real, crucial, and often cataclysmic issues going on in the world today, from A (Afghanistan and "affluenza") to Z (the Zika virus), this problem truly doesn’t amount to a hill of beans in this world.

     It doesn’t amount to a hill of beans in part because it is so small (much smaller than a hill of beans) and also because it is so trivial.

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     So inconsequential.

     So insignificant.

     Except, of course, to me.

     I mean, I really am embarrassed to even allude to it, and in the event that you are eating while you read this, I should probably have the decency not to mention it at all.

     But here goes, anyway.

     This is surely the grossest thing I have mentioned throughout the five-plus years I’ve been writing this blog. The gross thing I’m talking about is a growth on my knee. A small growth on my knee (although not all that small as growths on knees go). I’m using the word “growth” because this growth is so gross. Also, I’m not entirely sure what to call it.

    OK, I know what most people probably would call it.

    And in the absence of any better word to which I might resort, I’m going to call it a wart.

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    I first had this wart over 40 years ago, back when I was 17.

    That was also the last time that I had it because my mother promptly took me to a doctor and had the wart removed.

     I don’remember how that doctor removed it, because, as I said, it was over 40 years ago. All I know is that it went away, never to return.

    Until now.

    Actually, to be honest, I can’t tell you precisely when it reared its ugly head again (although, truth be told, the only body part a wart can be said to have is a head, and an ugly one at that). All I can tell you is when it was that I took notice of it and began to worry about it again.

     It happened soon after my son became engaged to be married, early last summer.

     More specifically, it happened soon after I bought a dress to wear to my son's wedding, which will take place early this summer.

    The problem was that this dress was a short dress. I don’t mean short as in a mini-dress. I am, after all, the mother of the groom. Not to mention that I am decidedly not 17 anymore. 

    The dress that I bought to wear to my son's wedding was knee-length. Make that almost knee-length.

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    It comes down to just above my knee. That is to say, just above the wart.

    I didn’t want to wear anything too flashy to my son’s wedding. Not that anyone cares all that much what I wear. After all, I’m only the mother of the groom. And I'm not 17 anymore.

    I just wanted to wear something that I felt comfortable in, fashionable in, and maybe even attractive in.

    At first, when I put this dress on, I felt all of those things. Then I looked at my knee. And I began to imagine that when people saw me in this dress, they would look at it too.

    Not my knee. No one cares about my knee. I was afraid that they would look at the wart.

    So I began thinking that I should go to a doctor and have the wart removed all over again.

    The only thing that stopped me from doing this was that I have terrible health insurance. Going to a doctor to have this small, albeit unsightly knob removed would have cost me a pretty penny. It might have been cheaper, I figured, to go buy a different dress.

    But the truth is that, the wart notwithstanding, this dress did make me feel comfortable, reasonably fashionable, and even almost attractive. It did all the things that a nice mother-of-the-groom dress should do. Everything but hide the wart.

    So instead, a couple of months ago, I tried removing the wart myself.

    No, I am not a doctor. I just play one on the Internet. So I looked for a remedy online.

    Then I ordered a product from CVS that promised to freeze the wart off my knee.

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    This product, called Advanced Freeze Wart Remover Kit, came in a cardboard box including a small spray can, a plastic nozzle, and two packets of cotton swabs that looked an awful lot like Q-tips with giant heads (that is, heads about as big as my wart).

    The directions were simple. I had to insert one of the swabs into a hole in the plastic nozzle, then press down on the top for three seconds, letting some of the liquid inside the can saturate the tip of the swab. Then I was to wait 15 seconds before applying the saturated tip continuously to the offending growth – the wart – for up to 40 seconds. This would supposedly freeze the wart.

    According to the box, it was likely that only one such treatment would be necessary.

   Whoever wrote that had clearly never seen wart the likes of mine.

    After that first treatment, not a whole lot happened. So the next day I tried again.

   Maybe nothing happened because I was so afraid that the freezing solution would sting that I didn’t actually apply the swab continuously for 40 seconds. I merely dabbed.

  When this bore no results after three or four treatments, I reread the directions. They said in no uncertain terms that I had been doing it all wrong. “Do not dab,” they said.

    So I tried it all over again, but the right way. For 40 continuous seconds. No dabbing.

    I tried it once. I tried it twice. I tried it again and again. No dabbing. But still no dice.

    By this point, I had gone through almost all of the swabs inside the wart freezing kit.

    Anyone with a shred of sense or dignity would have given up at that point.

    But I wasn’t close to being ready to give up. After all, I was soon to be a mother-of-the-groom. A mother-of-the-groom with a pretty mother-of-the-groom dress.

    And a pretty sizable wart.

    So I wasn’t ready to give up my hopes that this wart could be frozen off before the wedding. I simply realized it was time to bite the bullet and seek professional help.

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    Fortunately, I was due for my annual physical exam early last month. With luck, I would confess my plight to my doctor during the examination, and she would take pity on me and freeze it off then and there and not charge me for a separate visit.

     When I got to the appointment, I mentioned this to the nurse who weighed me in. That is, I mentioned the growth on my knee. The wart. I did not mention my secret plan.

    When it came time for the doctor to examine me, she brought along a young resident who was shadowing her that day. An attractive young male resident, I must say.

    This made me rethink my plan.

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    But by now I was very soon to be a mother-of-the-groom. A mother-of-the-groom with a pretty mother-of-the-groom dress. And a still-pretty-sizable wart.

    So just before the doctor left the exam room, trying not to look at the attractive young male resident – which was very hard to do – I took a big gulp, big enough to swallow my pride, and told the doctor about my wart.

    The doctor looked at me. I think the resident also looked at me, although I still wasn’t looking at him. Then they both looked at my knee, and then they looked at each other.

    Then the doctor opened a cabinet and removed something that looked almost identical to the device I had bought online from CVS. She saturated a cotton swab and held it against the wart on my knee while counting  just under her breath to 40 seconds.

    She held it there continuously. She did not dab at all.

    Then she said that if the wart didn’t fall off soon, she would have to send me to a dermatologist.

    That sounded like it might really cost some money.

    Well, to make a long story a little shorter, this professional attention had no discernible effect on my wart, either. And now the wedding was only a few weeks away.

    There was no time to buy a new dress. There was barely time to go to a dermatologist.

    Instead, I went online.

    I Googled “How to remove wart on knee.” And that is when I found it.

    The solution, I mean.

    It didn’t involve freezing. It didn’t involve dabbing. Idid not involve a dermatologist.

    Rather, the solution was a homespun remedy using a common household product.

    A household product abbreviated by many of the people who wrote in about it as ACV.

    I am not talking about something esoteric or scientific, like DNA.

    Nor am I referring to something found in the garage or the tool shed, like WD-40.

    Italking about something you will find in almost everyone’s pantry.

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    Apple cider vinegar.

    According to the countless people who’d posted on the website I found, there was no need to invest in a fancy ACV (apple cider vinegar).

    You didn’t need a pricy one. Or an organic one. Nor an unfiltered, organic, kosher one like Dr. Bragg’s, touted to contain a cloudy substance that Dr. Bragg refers to as “the mother.”

    No, many people who posted specifically stated that they had not shelled out for the ACV with “the mother.” They had simply bought an ordinary bottle at Walmart for a buck. And this wart remedy had still worked.

    “Holy crow! crowed a woman named Tiffany from Michigan on this website, www.apple-cider-vinegar-benefits.comFor years, she’d tried fruitlessly to remove a nasty wart from the heel of one of her feet. I tried EVERYTHING," she wrote. "This actually works!”

     She’d used innumerable home remedies and over-the-counter cures, as well as sought professional help. “I’ve been to a dermatologist and had them use ‘beetle juice,’” she said, “and it did nothing but make it bigger.” Only ACV had ultimately done the trick. “I am SO excited it is finally gone,” she concluded. Hooray!!!! Buh-bye warts!!!”

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   Another ACV user from Oakland, California named Michael reported similar success. “I had a wart for over 30 years on a certain part & now it is gone,” he exclaimed. “All gone, thanks to apple cider vinegar.

    No, he did not specify what this “certain part” was, but there were many other people who wrote referring to genital warts, and yet another who had one “in the pelvic region.”

   I began to see that my problem really didn’t amount to a hill of beans. I only had a wart on my knee.

    But I still had that wart on my knee, and also a dress that would help call attention to it.

    This was my only hope, I thought, as I breathlessly skimmed the directions.

  Procedure for the Removal of Warts Using Apple Cider Vinegar

    

    Apple cider vinegar

    Cotton ball (end of Q-tip will do)

    Band-aid

 

   “Each night before going to bed, soak a cotton ball in apple cider vinegar, apply it to the wart and then hold it in place with a band-aid. Leave it on all night, or if you like, 24 hours a day, but change the soaked cotton and band-aid each evening for a week.

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   “The wart will swell and may throb as it reacts with the vinegar and then start to turn black within the first two days, and after a week or two will be completely gone.”

   This account concluded with a cautionary note: “It is important to continue the treatment for a few days to a week after the wart has fallen off to help ensure it does not come back.”

    Along with these instructions, I also found a short video on YouTube posted by a mother whose young daughter had been inflicted with warts on her knee. This woman advised adding one extra layer to the remedy. She suggested placing a strip of duct tape over the band-aid, presumably to hold it in place.

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   In fact, I'd read elsewhere on various web sites that duct tape alone would do it. So, I figured, why not choose the best of both worlds?

    I also decided to spring for the best ACV I could find. So I bought Dr. Bragg’s. Yes, the kosher, organic one. The one with “the mother.”

    My friend Sally drinks a couple of slugs of this acidic stuff daily and she swears by it.

    Besides, as a nice Jewish mom, I figured anything with “the mother” was clearly meant for me.

    I soaked a small bit of a cotton ball in this stuff, placed it over the wart, and covered it with a band-aid. Then I covered it all with two sizable strips of silver duct tape.

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   I did this late one night two weeks ago, then put on my PJs and went to bed.

    The next morning, I changed the cotton, the band-aid, and the duct tape. I did it again that night as well, mostly because I wanted to see what was happening under there.

    By the end of day No. 2, the wart, as predicted, began turning black.

    Several of the hundreds of people who had posted their own wart stories on that website had referred to pain and stinging. But at first there was no pain.

    Then, by day No. 3 or 4, there was.

    The pain soon became so intense that it woke me up at night. Some people had advised ceasing treatment for a day or two if this happened. I decided that was necessary.

   Still, I was not about to give up.

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   After I resumed, the wart not only remained black and painful, but also grew puffy. I feared it was actually getting bigger instead of smaller.

    But one morning, after a long shower, most of it suddenly peeled right off.

    Soon a dark scab formed. Then much of that fell off too. When I applied more ACV, the area around the wart turned red and really began to sting.

    And so, although the directions had recommended continuing treatment even after the wart was gone, I decided to stop and let the irritated area dry out and heal.

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    The result? After only two weeks, the wart is virtually gone. All that remains is a small scab. If anyone bothers to notice, they might just think I had skinned my knee (although who, honestly, is even remotely interested in my wart, or my knee?).

    We are going to my husband’s 50th college reunion at Princeton this weekend. It’s going to be hot. I’m going to wear shorts. So no band-aid. No duct tape. And no ACV.

    With or without “the mother.”

    Still, I’m feeling fairly optimistic that by the wedding, my mother of a wart will be gone.

  I will feel comfortable in my dress, reasonably fashionable, and maybe even attractive. But most of all, I'll be excited that after over 40 years, the growth on my knee is gone again.

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   So I’m going to be one very happy mother-of-the-groom in my mother-of-the-groom dress when Aidan and his fiancée Kaitlin agree to accept each other for life, warts and all. Not that either of them has any warts. I’m sure. But you know, just in case… I know the answer now.

   And thanks to ACV, Dr. Bragg, and, yes, “the mother,” I am all ready to celebrate.

   Hooray!!!! Hello, summer. Buh-bye, wart!!! 

12:57 am 

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That's me. The redhead on the right. But that is NOT my baby.

     No, sir, that's not my baby. How could any mother smile beatifically while her own child wailed? Never mind that neither of my offspring ever cried so plaintively, as far as I recall (not while I was there to nurture them through their every perceptible need... although my son still complains that I often dressed him in garish and girlish color schemes, scarring him FOR LIFE).
     Besides, I'm distinctly beyond prime delivery age ("Kitchen's closed!" as my mother might say), and my kids had departed the diaper stage by the dawn of the Clinton Administration. Now in their 20s, both are currently living on their own, in not-too-distant cities, although each manages to phone me daily. In fact, to be exact, several times a day, then sometimes text me, too. (That may sound excessive, and emotionally regressive, but I subscribe to the Jewish mother's creed when it comes to conversing with kinder: Too much is never enough.)
     Two demanding decades spent raising two kids who are kind, highly productive and multi-talented, who generally wear clean underwear (as far as I can tell), and who by all visible signs don't detest me are my main credentials for daring to dole out advice in the motherhood department.
     Presenting myself as an authority on all matters Jewish may be trickier to justify.
     Yes, I was raised Jewish and am biologically an unadulterated, undisputable, purebred Yiddisheh mama. I'm known for making a melt-in-your-mouth brisket, not to mention the world's airiest matzah balls this side of Brooklyn. My longtime avocation is writing lyrics for Purim shpiels based on popular Broadway productions, from "South Pers-cific" to "The Zion Queen." Then again, I'm no rabbi or Talmudic scholar. I can't even sing "Hatikvah" or recite the Birkat Hamazon. Raised resoundingly Reform, I don't keep kosher, can barely curse in Yiddish, and haven't set foot in Israel since I was a zaftig teen.
     Even so, as a longtime writer and ever-active mother, I think I have something to say about being Jewish and a mom in these manic and maternally challenging times. I hope something I say means something to you. Welcome to my nice Jewish world!   
    
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